Thank you so much, you have no idea how much that means to me! #i just have a lot of feelings

and a lot of elena tags so it means a lot! ;_; 

It sucks so much because TVD is Elena Gilbert’s story. She’s the lead and the female head doesn’t care about the horrifying, fascinating, amazing story this teenage girl survivor has to tell. Elena, Bonnie, and Caroline don’t need to be on a different show, to me, because TVD stories are full of so much, they’re so woven into all the pain and suffering and the effort it takes to get out of bed every dang day. Elena’s TVD storyline is dang flawless up until 310: a survivor despite even her best efforts of walking right up to the worst of the worst (even went looking for him!) and letting his fangs puncture her neck, and waking up the next day anyway, and while she was sleeping even more loved ones slipped through her hands to make it happen. But she does. And she’ll keep trying even if she knows it will never be enough. That bridge scene with Matt = e v e r y t h i n g. Then there’s Caroline, a dead girl trying so hard to be alive. Caroline caught somewhere between Elena’s story of never being left alone and Bonnie’s of always being alone: chewed up, spit out by not just straight up villains but her own parents and then ignored but for go to smiles and men demanding why aren’t you smiling for me me me don’t you love me me me? And Bonnie I am just not okay talking about, she ruined my life! Suffocation through isolation and abused right arm of god who struggles with being law because if not for her there is no law there is only chaos, and it was so fucking lonely she couldn’t let a teenage boy love go and then her entire family line abandoned her for it and then he abandoned her and she is always abandoned and oh my god she is only seventeen. TVD and their stories are good, it just needs a different “editor,” I guess? So good, but so so terrible by then erasing it. It’s easy to say ‘oh get a better show,’ but the truth is I find the things TVD is trying to say unique to other things other supernatural shows are trying to say. But then it gets lost with romanticizing manchild hour. :/ No really I just have a lot of feelings!

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